"Not needed" - these two words came upon me two evenings ago. Next came the epiphanic thought that "not needed" is a good place to be. "Not needed" allows one to explore unknown terrains and enjoy the landscape one is in. This is in stark contrast to the situations most people are in - "being … Continue reading Not Needed

Yesterday felt like a new beginning, 1 Jun 2022, Wed. After days of not being able to sleep, my body finally caved in last night. I was up at 4am, hungry. I freshened up and took out from the fridge the fried rice I bought yesterday from a Chinese café. The portion was huge. It … Continue reading A Courageous Adventure

The pain and ache of the loss is real - the putting to death a dream that one has held for over twenty years, the letting go of what one thought was his/her specific calling. The momentary feeling of regrets, of 'what ifs', of 'perhaps I should have' has the power to derail us from … Continue reading Putting to Death my ‘Isaac’